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What Returns from the Abyss?
It has been said, "if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you." If you scream into the abyss, can anything other than an echo come back?
"He who fights with monsters should be careful lest he thereby becomes a monster." In a similar sense, as I struggle to be understood, am I losing the ability to understand others?
Jul 1811 min read


Coping with Living in a Parallel Universe
Sisyphus had the impossible task of pushing the boulder up a hill for eternity. I similarly tried to be heard and understood.
Mar 614 min read


Can Anyone Hear Me?
"... it never really leaves my mind. I have not been waiting for inspiration, I have been searching for understanding."
Jan 239 min read


Overthinker
"I am not sure to what extent I actually have control over the way my brain fixates and dissects things. Nature versus nurture."
Dec 30, 20247 min read


Reasonable Expectations for Invisible Disabilities
What are reasonable expectations for invisible disabilities? Specifically, I am asking to consider what are reasonable expectations of other
Dec 7, 202412 min read


A Conversation with AI
It is not a coincidence that philosophers are synonymous with depression
Nov 28, 20247 min read


The Seven Bowl Judgements of Revelation: Part 3 of 3
The third and final part of the AI image generation for the Seven Bowl Judgements of Revelation. I have refrained from comments on these...
Nov 28, 20242 min read


The Seven Bowl Judgements of Revelation: Part 2 of 3
The second part of the AI image generation for the Seven Bowl Judgements of Revelation. It occurred to me today that it would be fun at...
Nov 28, 20243 min read


The Seven Bowl Judgements of Revelation: Part 1 of 3
The Seven Bowl Judgements follow the Seven Trumpets, which followed the Seven Seals of Revelation. The AI Art interpretations of the...
Nov 26, 20243 min read


The Seven Trumpets of Revelation: Part 2 of 2
For the Seven Trumpets of Revelation: Part 2 of 2, I will cover the images produced by the AI for trumpets 4 through 7. I will discuss...
Nov 15, 20245 min read


The Seven Trumpets of Revelation: Part 1 of 2
For the Seven Trumpets of Revelation, I have decided to split the seven up into two parts. The first will cover 1 through 3, the second...
Aug 26, 20241 min read


The Seven Seals of Revelation: Part 7 of 7
Revelation 8:1-5 "When he opened the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven for about half an hour. And I saw the seven angels who...
Jul 4, 20244 min read


The Seven Seals of Revelation: Part 6 of 7
The Sixth Seal of Revelation, when submitted to Deep Dream AI's text to image generator: Revelation 6:12-14 " I watched as he opened the...
Jun 12, 20242 min read


The Seven Seals of Revelation - Part 5 of 7
The Fifth Seal of Revelation, when submitted to Deep Dream AI's text to image generator: Revelation 6:9-11 "When he opened the fifth...
May 30, 20242 min read


Depression and Existential Crisis
"When I become depressed, it manifests as existential crisis. I am not suffering from lethargy because I am experiencing mental self...
May 14, 20244 min read


The Seven Seals of Revelation - Part 4 of 7
The Fourth Seal of Revelation, when submitted to Deep Dream AI's text to image generator: Revelation 6:7-8 "When the Lamb opened the...
May 14, 20244 min read


The Seven Seals of Revelation - Part 3 of 7
ts rider was holding a pair of scales in his hand. Then I heard what sounded like a voice among the four living creatures
May 6, 20244 min read


The Seven Seals of Revelation - Part 2 of 7
The Second Seal of Revelation, when submitted to Deep Dream AI's text to image generator: Revelation 6:3-4 "When the Lamb opened the...
May 1, 20242 min read


Disordered - Cognitive Dissonance
Cognitive Dissonance is no stranger to OCD. Opposing and conflicting views arguing inside my own mind for validation is the unending...
Apr 12, 20244 min read


Nephilim - Failed AI Art Experiment Part 1 of 1
This is the first AI Art Experiment with Deep Dream that I am classifying as a failure. It was meant to be based on the Biblical...
Mar 1, 20244 min read
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