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What Returns from the Abyss?
It has been said, "if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you." If you scream into the abyss, can anything other than an echo come back?
"He who fights with monsters should be careful lest he thereby becomes a monster." In a similar sense, as I struggle to be understood, am I losing the ability to understand others?
Jul 1811 min read


Alloy Structure - AlZnSn
Observations about a metal alloy attempt.
May 64 min read


Coping with Living in a Parallel Universe
Sisyphus had the impossible task of pushing the boulder up a hill for eternity. I similarly tried to be heard and understood.
Mar 614 min read


Revelation 20:1-3 - Scriptural Analysis
Separating out each verse, let us examine what insights can be gleaned from the information gathered.
Feb 1016 min read


Revelation 20:1-3 - AI Art
Revelation, Chapter 20, Verses 1 - 3, NIV " And I saw an angel coming down out of heaven, having the key to the Abyss and holding in his...
Jan 302 min read


Can Anyone Hear Me?
"... it never really leaves my mind. I have not been waiting for inspiration, I have been searching for understanding."
Jan 239 min read


Overthinker
"I am not sure to what extent I actually have control over the way my brain fixates and dissects things. Nature versus nurture."
Dec 30, 20247 min read


Reasonable Expectations for Invisible Disabilities
What are reasonable expectations for invisible disabilities? Specifically, I am asking to consider what are reasonable expectations of other
Dec 7, 202412 min read


A Conversation with AI
It is not a coincidence that philosophers are synonymous with depression
Nov 28, 20247 min read


The Seven Bowl Judgements of Revelation: Part 3 of 3
The third and final part of the AI image generation for the Seven Bowl Judgements of Revelation. I have refrained from comments on these...
Nov 28, 20242 min read


The Seven Bowl Judgements of Revelation: Part 2 of 3
The second part of the AI image generation for the Seven Bowl Judgements of Revelation. It occurred to me today that it would be fun at...
Nov 28, 20243 min read


The Seven Bowl Judgements of Revelation: Part 1 of 3
The Seven Bowl Judgements follow the Seven Trumpets, which followed the Seven Seals of Revelation. The AI Art interpretations of the...
Nov 26, 20243 min read


Predeterminism and Deontology
I'm finding my mind drifting towards predeterminism lately. Which is odd as it is not something I have generally given credence to. I'm...
Nov 19, 20245 min read


The Seven Trumpets of Revelation: Part 2 of 2
For the Seven Trumpets of Revelation: Part 2 of 2, I will cover the images produced by the AI for trumpets 4 through 7. I will discuss...
Nov 15, 20245 min read


Reactions and Expectations
Would it make any difference if I did understand? I don't think I'll ever understand, so I also won't get to know if it mattered or not.
Sep 5, 20243 min read


The Seven Trumpets of Revelation: Part 1 of 2
For the Seven Trumpets of Revelation, I have decided to split the seven up into two parts. The first will cover 1 through 3, the second...
Aug 27, 20241 min read


Things Will Get Better
My children likely won't really hear me, just as I could not hear it, but I will keep saying it. "Things will get better."
Aug 26, 20241 min read


Being an "Other"
"People are accepting of those with mental illness, up until symptoms are expressed."
Aug 6, 20244 min read


The Seven Seals of Revelation: Part 7 of 7
Revelation 8:1-5 "When he opened the seventh seal, there was silence in heaven for about half an hour. And I saw the seven angels who...
Jul 4, 20244 min read


The Seven Seals of Revelation: Part 6 of 7
The Sixth Seal of Revelation, when submitted to Deep Dream AI's text to image generator: Revelation 6:12-14 " I watched as he opened the...
Jun 12, 20242 min read
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