Since I have already recognized that I am in a passing state that is not governed by reality around me, it is my duty to reign it in and not let it affect how I interact with others.

With the edges of everything so blurry, it is a fine time to ruminate on my identity. Here, the edges always feel particularly blurry. I often become worried that if I express an interest, someone will mistakenly infer understanding or abilities I don't have.